时间过的真快, 宝贝已经八个月大了! 4 more short months to his big 1st! Everything not prepared yet, but I'll start soon! Need alot of money, that's why I'm working & earning hard for my dear lil boy (^O^) nothing is impossible & tough for you, Addison C. 好久没来我的部落格了.. 好怀恋我和我的部落格度过的日子.. Sorry my dear blog, had been neglecting you for near to 4 months alr.. 日子一天过得比一天快.. 每天忙着做工赚钱.. 休息的日子也过得好快.. Cherished my off day spent with my darlingboy. 每天放工后去练舞,终于明天就是我公司的sales party 了! Girls, let dance ttm! Very tiring, but it's a very good exp for me. Tho this job is always busy, & extremely tiring .. & definitely not easy at all. But I'm surprised I actually manages to adapt into it & I fall in love with this job ( ̄▽ ̄) remembering for the 1st month, I nearly breakdown & gave up. So glad that I made it through, with perservances & hardwork .. I did it! Tho there's more to come & I seriously dk how long I can stay on, but I'll definitely give my very best .. For the sake of my lil boy, I'll give my all! Addison C, is very naughty & mischievous now.. But I love him more & more every each days .. No words can explain the love I had for this. This is the so called, motherlove. He's the one that kept me running on, hanging on & moving on .. My dearest lil boy, momma is still waiting for the day you look at me in the eyes, & call me "mommy" (he called papa first)



我们两个人会变成这样, blame nobody but myself .. But I'm remorseful, but it's too late. I find no point in this anymore, I find myself hard to depend on you.. I'm tired, really tired .. & I need a break .. I won't try anymore, I'm tired of trying & I realized .. I'm too tired to even cry & feel heartbroken ..
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