Sometimes I wished I had more time to rest, more time to blog & upload all the photos of A'darling full month celebrations & more time to pamper myself.. Sighz. I'm not complaining, Im not at all.. I know it's never easy being a mother, never easy taking care of a baby.. & I know sacrifices are needed to made for my lil boy. I did & I know it's all worthed it. I'm still breastfeeding A'darling & it'll continue on & on.. No doubts it's so tiring & all, but I'm not giving up at all. Not a single thought, cause I wanted the best for him & I know what's the best for him of all. Brought A'darling our for shopping 3 days straight since Thursday till Saturday tgt with Weixing, Mommy Joycelyn & BbySheyenne. Awesome, yet an experience. Rushing & finding the nursing room whenever he cries for milk.. Using the nursing scarf whenever we're eating & he cries for milk .. There're bound to have people looking, it's like "hello? See what? I'm feeding my baby milk anything good to see? Not like I'm exposing my boobies why're you seeing till like I'm exposing my boobies?!" -.- And yea, is it that breastfeeding mommies will feel very sensitive & worrying slightly too much than non-breastfeeding mommies? I am. Like for example, if someone tells me that A'darling doesn't latch enough milk thats why he cries for milk every 1hr - 2 hr, most prolly is i dont have enough milk, advise me to mix formula (?) I'll get so affected & kept thinking isit i not enough milk, is A'darling full enough..... Haiz. Thanks god, i've Lin to make me feel better whenever she assured me :) Weixing had been patient & loving to me, & I hope we'll always stay this way.. Always.. But heaven knows.. And I'm sick, well.. Not really "sick" in fact.. Just some woman's problem, making me very weak & Dont have much strength, & that sucks. Might be going to Kkh for a check tmrl, hopefully everything will be fine & HOPE kkh doesn't turn me off again! Tsk. Hope my next post will be filled with A'darling babyshower photos & all! :)
Love it whenever i hold A'darling upright to burp him & he hugs me super tight & lie his head on my shoulder, love it whenever I sit A'darling on my lap to burp him & he'll grab my hand tightly, hahaha. Can't help but to plant millions of kisses on his face & chubby cheeks whenever he sleeps or I'm playing with him :P & he knows how to "ang gee gee" me in return whenever I "ang gee gee" to him! Hehe.
I didn't know I squeezed my arms till it looked so fat in these photos! -.-
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Wished I've more time
StephanieK 淑芬,
