Can't wait, can't wait ~ It's gonna be A`darling Full month tomorrow alrd! Wooohooo! So happy!! Can't wait to shower the first thing i wake up tomorrow ;) Can't wait to go to JurongPoint to do A`darling's stuffs, buy stuffs collect stuffs. Hehehe! Can't wait to see all my supermommies & mommies friends! I hope to see Mabel'dear coming too if she has not given birth! Hiakhiak. Hope everything will proceed smoothly as what i've expected tomorrow & the day after @ Weixing's crib~ Weixing will be coming over later in the night & stayover! Unknowingly, it've been around 5 days since i've seen him. Cause he's busy with his work, the decoration of our room & etc. After close to a month of confinement, i suddenly felt so fugly! Tsk, i need to make my hair SOON! Wondering whether i should do Japanese perm on my hair ..................

A`darling smiles when i speak to him just now, & he replies me in his Baby Language when i ask him something & talk to him just now.. Super cute, hehe.. I hope all my friends won't be shocked when they sees me tomorrow, i became so shagged & i looked like some walking zombie. Bet i'll even looked the same with my make up on tomorrow :/ Tsk, my dark eyes circles are horrible, Mommy Joycelyn said so too. Due to the insufficient sleep everyday, imagine .. One whole month of insufficient sleep :( Why? Bec A`darling wakes up every hour for milk, the latest his able to drag his feeding time is like 2 hours ++? Never 3 hour before, unless i fed him bottles. But i stopped feeding him using bottles now. I just latch him on, bec i find Expressing milk much more tiring idk why. It's like, waking up every 2-3 hours to express that 30mins of milk .. Then awhile later A`darling wakes up crying for milk then have to take the cold milk out from the refridgerator & heat up to feed him.. Sometimes the time i express my milk & the time he cries for milk even clashes then i've to trouble Mommy Joycelyn to feed him-.- Meaning i've to wake her up when she's happily snoring away in her sleep. LOL. Plus the whole of my huge refridgerator is filled with my Breastmilk-__- Both breast added up to 250ml the last time i expressed, then put it in Medela's storage bottle need to use up to 2 bottles. And i express every 2-3 hours so imagine the bottles & packets of Breastmilk in the refridgerator. LOL. But now when i latch him on, when he didn't cry for milk i just continue sleeping happily .. When he cries for milk, i'll just wake up carry him & latch him . In the night, when he cries while i'm sleeping i'll just carry him & place him lying side by side with me & latch him on while i continue sleeping & when he suck till his happy he'll use his tiny hands to touch my boobies or moves around & i'll wake up to place him back into his playpen to continue his sleep. I find this so much easier than setting alarm clock to wake up to express my milk & all.. And my refridgerator isn't that filled up with my Breastmilk anymore. Lol. But of course, i can't keep latching him on as i need to go back to work someday again.. Sigh, sometimes thinking about leaving him & going to work i just couldn't bare :( I love to latch him on, it's really an unexplainable special kind of closeness whenever i latch him on. Couldn't bare to be apart from him! Tho Weixing asked me to stopped working for 1 year, just be a SAHM as his afraid i'll be worn out, but i wanna share his burden. Don't want him to be the only one working.. No matter how tired i will be, i'll never give up breastfeeding/feeding BM A`darling as i know what's the best for him :) Anyw, if i'm going back to work.. A`darling will be in the care of Mommy Joycelyn, so actually i don't have any worries. But i'll still miss him every now & then when he isn't around me :'( If only, i'm a millionaire. LOL.

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