These few days, had been able to sleep kinda early. Even if i can't sleep, i'll only stayed up on bed till like 2plus 3. Not as worse as it used to be the insomnia needa stay up till dawn.. But yet, when i can finally sleep.. Something will definitely wake me up, the fucking leg cramps .. The shocking lower abdomen cramps & lower pelvic bone pain.. & not forgetting their best friend, Backaches.. I really hate it whenever i'm being shocked awake by all these symptoms. It's not easy for me to finally get into slumberland know! :( Upset ttm! There're even times where i just felt so crampy & uncomfortable at the whole of my lower body that i just stayed in the toilet & cry .. And i can even fall asleep sitting on the toilet bowl. -___- I wonder, when the real labour is there .. What will become of me? I guess i'll become hysterical. LOL .. Like whining, complaining, crying & screaming? Tsk . It's Tuesday today, 28th September. I passed Monday, 27th September .. It's gonna be another one night tonight .. (frowns) Plus, i made Weixing mad last night, really mad. I know he's really very mad with me. He ignored me totally tho i really hoped he'll scold or shout at me though.. No matter how bad i've heard about his past, about his personality or character .. But throughout these one year plus when i've being with him, he never really showed me any scary side of him .. Maybe once, but not on me. He've never laid his hands on me before, or he've never really screamed or yelled in my face before. Maybe just that once too. Whenever his mad, or whenever we're unhappy with each other .. He'll just ignored me totally, treat me as if i'm transparent.. We quarrel, we quarrel in texts instead(LOL). It's very funny & weird i know. So whenever i hear people saying Weixing is violent or whatever shit, i'll stand on his side speaking up for him. Not because he is my husband, but because i've seen quite much of him these one year plus. I've done many shits to him that hurt him too but yet i didn't really get to see that 'violent' side of him i've heard about. I believe, if one person is really violent or always resort to abusing .. He always will, be it whichever person he is with. Because i just know as i've being through such situation before.
In my eyes, i see nothing except for Weixing & our Lil`BabyAddison.
Both of them are irreplaceable, listen .. it's i r r e p l a c e a b l e .
I am always a family girl, i adores family days & family gatherings.
So no doubt, when Lil`BabyAddison is out .. I'm more into family stuffs.
I'll give Lil`BabyAddison a childhood which every kid desires.

Excited! Will be receiving my Candydoll Lipstick most prolly tmrl!!! Hehehehe :>
& tmrl morning, gonna go car viewing with Weixing & his friend.
Please let everything be perfect, till then.
I'll exchange anything just for all those perfect moments ..

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