34th weeks
Can't imagine i've been carrying this little bump in front of me for 34 weeks alrd, how time flies . Now i'm anticipating the arrival of my BabyAddison! Have to confess that this pregnancy is a very tough pregnancy for me! Ever since i'm in my 33rd week last week, alot of things came knocking on my door so suddenly .. I can't sleep properly & well during the night, Insomnia is still a problem .. And followed by,#1. Can't find a comfortable position to sleep, be it straight or sideway. Sideway used to be the most comfortable position to sleep, but it's not nao -__-
#2. Backaches getting terrible horrible & irritating more than usual! The backaches seems to be spreading around my body! From the back to my neck, then to my thighs & to my side tummy.
#3. Tummy pain for the whole night, & on some unlucky day it might last for the whole day! Sharp pain poking my tummy, the upper & lower tummy. And sometimes extreme pain on my right side of tummy. With a mixture of on & off crampy feeling on my lower abdomen. And added on, BabyAddison's kicking of my ribcage & my hipbone. He seems to take a great liking to my bones............
#4. Frequent of toilet trips, it's normal i know. It's getting on my nerve! I know i don't have much urine sometimes, but i just NEED TO make a trip to the toilet & sit on the toilet bowl then song -__- & sometimes i even felt sharp pain in my butt when i pee pee, like wtf.
#5. I can't walk properly, i'm walking like a big fat penguin nao. I felt my tummy is gonna be tore apart anytime, i need to use my hands to support from below -.- And i've swollen fingers & feets now, great. I looked like a monster.
#6. For the past 1/2 days, i managed to sleep properly as i guessed i'm used to the mofo pain in my tummy & all .. The backaches seems to be spreading below instead of my neck now, so i can managed to fall asleep LIKE FINALLY. But, leg cramps will suddenly shot me & woke me up with horrible sharp pain in my leg. I swear, it's so painful till i nearly cry whenever i had leg cramps :'( And now, when i lie my legs on pillow or walk .. There's this crampy feeling on my left leg. Right leg is fine, but my left leg is super ... I like crippled -__-
#7. Breathless, sometimes i think .. Will i die from shortness of breath even before i've given birth? I can't catch my breath when i'm sitting.. I felt like my tummy seems to be so high up against my breast that i don't have space to breathe. And i was very paranoid like sometimes i thought is it BabyAddison turned his head up?! LOL. His head turned down when i was 25th weeks, too early. So now he turned his head up ?! Super scared, But well.. No lah. His growing bigger in size, so the space for him to wriggle & moves inside is .. super limited now. So it's either his back or his chubby buttocks is blocking my way of breathing.. But thanks to my secondary sch baby taught me a good way to play with him & at the same time let him move slightly lower so that i can breathe properly for a while. LOL.
So you see, with all these that i've been experiencing .. Really can't blame me for complaining & whining .. People is enjoying their last few weeks of pregnancy, but i'm like getting emotional over my last few weeks of pregnancy with all these terrible symptoms :( I just can't lie comfortably anymore on the bed.. I think, i should go for my prenatal massage again next week. Damnit. And when i pleaded BabyAddison to be a goodboy & don't make me feel more painful & miserable with his movements, kicks, punches near my bones .. Yknow what he did? He made me more painful attacking my bones more often .. That's very nice of him. Even before his out, even before his Daddy brings him to learn Lion dances. To me, his my little lion dancer in my tummy nao. So ya, i've a big lion dancer & a small lion dancer in ma lifez. What more can i ask for ? -Hands down-
But i still love both of my lion dancer so much tho they always made me mad :>
& ohya, anyone knows how 'zhun' is mother's instinct? ^^
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