It's monday again! I'm in my 26th weeks today! :) Time is passing by day by day, meaning i'll get to see BbyAddison soon!!!! Can't wait for the day when he cuddles in my arms :)

Though i'm still like 14weeks away only now, but i'm starting to get abit scared of labour alrd :( I can't take epidural(Alot say my backbone sure cmi in future if i take it), so i've to endure the labour pain especially the contractions .. Stitching part! Omfg. I can't imagine leh! I kept telling myself, everything will be worthed when i see BabyAddison! BUT, i still can't help but feel abit scared :(

Hus is back from genting yday night, but we had a huge quarrel over texts . Was extremely upset & cried in shop while working last night :( BbyAddison kept punching & kicking me while i was crying, guessed my emotions somehow affected him alot too. But hope he'll understands why i'll feel so upset afterall, sighs. Supposed to go back to Jurong Home yesterday after work, i worked till 12midnight. Bro came to fetch me. I didn't know Hus will be home yday, as he told me he'll be back only today-.- So all my stuffs is still in Jurong, but didn't went back Jurong home as we're quarreling alrd. Don't wanna make matters worse if i really didn't go home.. Moomikins will be bringing my stuffs over to me later on, sighs. And what hurts me the most & made me upset the most is that he actually SUSPECTED ME-.- Suspected that i was unfaithful! :( How can he like that sia. Broke my heart utterly lo! I didn't even suspect him yet he suspected me! Tsk.. But well, things are fine now(I hope).

And lastly, might be quitting my job @ the comic shop end of this month. Which means no more squating down frequently, no more tiredness! But that doesn't mean i'll not be working anymore, just that i'll be helping one of my friend in his job. It's a much more flexible job, i can work @ anytime of the day till whatever time i like. It's an hourly paid job. And best of all is that i'll get to rest more instead of working @ the comic shop which is a 6days job & a 9hrs/day job. But of course, the pay is lesser ! Own time own target kind of job impossible pay will be high also. Sighs, but don't have a choice. I'm getting much more tired when times passes that i'm entering my 3rd trimester . Getting more & more fatigued, yet i still get insomnia in the night-.- Backaching is getting from BAD TO WORSE. Hips are starting to pain too! And the area below my tummy is still giving me pain, in fact much more frequently! Furthermore, i'm starting to get shortness of breath every now & then .. Shag, even before entering 3rd trimester.. I've alrd experienced few of the symptoms. Great! -.- Gonna take extra extra care of myself these few months, don't wanna bby to come out earlier than 36 weeks. Gynae & i are afraid that he'll be out soon, was talking to BbyAddison every night hoping he'll be good, patient & sensible to only be out when his full-term!

P/S: Urghh, can't stand updating so less recently. Used to update daily OR once every 2 days! Now am getting lazier & lazier...... Or maybe it's bec i don't have anything/photos to update about too . Wahahahaha!