In my heart it's broken
Lil one is kicking while i'm trying to blog here, hehe. These few days, lil one had not been kicking me making me extremely worried thinking what happened .. But when she kicked me when i'm home last night ease up my worries .. & she gave me a kick to wake me up this morning, but i was too tired to climb up the bed to go to work .. Had been working continously for 6 days, no off day till next saturday .. Needa break, Luckily i've great colleagues .. My part-timer took over my shift this morning so that i could rest today, & my in charge asked me whether i wanted a 2 days off week. I told him it's not really necessary a 2 days off day weekly. Maybe alternate week instead. How nice of them isn't it ? Even though it's really boring tending the shop, but i'm free to do whatever i like when i'm working. Eat whenever i felt like eating, not many jobs are open to options like this. Even though there's problems as usual when i worked every morning, & all the kids in the neighbour always coming in to make alot of noises making me feeling damn irritated. But they're all very cute kids in fact, they know that i'll get angry & shout @ them so they'll try not to make so much noises when i'm around. & they respected me & always telling me they can't wait to see my Little One out .. Thats so sweet when i hear this from them. Went to the MotherHood Exhibition on Thursday with MoomiKins & BbSheyenne. Subcribed to MotherHood magazine & got alot of freebies x: The Pampers there were cheaper than the ones outside too, MoomiKins wanted to buy Pampers for Lil one to keep till it's out since it's cheap now. But our hands were too packed to take in somemore stuffs :/ Damn. It's actually still very early to stock up all these stuffs in fact, but MoomiKins said when you see it's cheap just get it because when you wait till last minute it might not be that cheap already. Time wait for no man, hahahaha. & MoomiKins, Sissy & Alvin came to fetch me for dinner yesterday night. They're really sweet, they bought me sandwice & my curry doughnuts from Ion for me when they know i like the bread from Provence(?) We went over to Century Squares for Popeyes. After that they sent me back home.BbyFiona & i caught Sex & the city 2 on Friday, it's a super nice movies. I think all woman will definitely like the movie :) I did not watch part 1 i just watched part 2 & i really like it . Initially wanted to watch ' Killers ' as there's Ashton Kutcher in the movie(omg his so cute!) But tickets for that were sold out :( So caught Sex & the city 2 instead but enjoyed the movie too. Hehe. BbyFiona did a great job in brainwashing me tho, She've been telling me alot of things to perked me up in the road i'm gonna continue walking .. It's very heartwarming to hear all those from her too .. Main point is still that i needa be strong be it in what areas. Everything that she said made senses, & i get whatever point she's trying to get across my mind too. Guess i'll just heed her advice :) As usual, my daily life is all about work little one & nothing else. There's nothing left much to say, nothing left much to feel too .. I'm trying to do fine with my life now, happily. Passed my days one day by one till the 21st when i'll get to see Little one again, that's my main motive. Hehe, nothing else is on my mind except for this :) Nothing beats having Little one in my life now, wait till little one is out. Things will definitely be much MORE different! There'll definitely be so many people who loves & dote on her! :-) So i kept repeating to myself everyday ' Just get through this remaining 5 months, i can do it! ' Okie dookie, i'm being so long winded today! Goodbye people! :D & Little One says Bye(By Kicking) too! ^^
StephanieK 淑芬,
