Realised that little bit of misses'我的初戀情人' , Alan found the movie & downloaded it for me! :D Most prolly he'll put it in a thumbdrive & pass it to me tmrl! Wooohoooooo! Can't wait! :D heihei~ Gonna share the movie with my Ahdai sissy! I'm off on this coming Wednesday!! & i'll be going home tomorrow night after work! Missed my family badly~ T.T
Missed celebrating Mother's Day with them, felt kinda lonely because every occasion like Mother's Day/Father's Day .. We'll celebrate it, like eating out together.. & it's always full of fun eating out a whole family! We'll share every jokes & things that we experienced ! But this year is kinda different ;( Am working, then after working just went home. So lonely, sigh~ & main point is, DaddyKin called me when i'm walking to the bus-stop after buying dinner .. Realised i actually missed my DaddyKin so much too .. Haven't been talking much to him even when i'm home. His seldom @ home, or i'm asleep or either his asleep alrd. Honestly, now i really know the importance of familylove when i grows older. I promised, i'll definitely learn from my family, especially MoomiKin. She's the greatest Mom. She loved me more than anyone else in this world, she protects me & cared for me more than anyone else in this world.. She's my idol, as i'm going to be a Mommy-to-be. I swear, i'll walk after her steps in being a great Mommy. I'll be a great mom to my Lil one, i'll love my lil one more than anyone else in this world. I'll give my lil one all the love i ever got.. My lil one will be my top piority above everything else :)
Everyday is the same for me man, Work .. Work though is relaxin but i'm still damn tired :( Like not enough sleep even if i sleeps early! Damn... I worked hard for the sake of Lil One, only wanted the best for Lil One. So no matter how hard or tired i'll be, for Lil One i'll still get through it! (Y) After work then home, watch Dvd that i borrowed from my workplace. After that, reading some Baby Magazine .. It's boring everyday, Seriously. But, i'm still happy~ Reading those magazines, made me felt happy & looking forward to Lil one's arrival! :) Awaiting the day when i first get to hold Lil one in my arms ^^V Getting more cheerful everyday, merely just thinking of Lil one makes me happy & contented already. Even though i felt lonely, very lonely .. But i know i'll be fine soon bec i've Lil one with me. Everyday after work, walking a distance from ma workplace to the bus-stop.. I'll be talking to Lil one, like one crazy woman who've lost her mind. Lmao, it's '胎教'! Soon, i'll be reading storybook every night to Lil one. Hahaha, i'll be all prepared till the day! Lil One, & my family are my pillar of strength! :) Thank You everyone who've been with me throughout all these, when i'm @ the lowest point of my life . When i'm so emotional over some stupid matters! I'm glad i managed to pull through this period after giving everything a thorough thinking. Like i've said, nothing else matters more than my precious Lil One! So it's worthwhile, just thinking of Lil one.. I'll be happy alrd :) Even if i'm sad, just thinking of Lil One, am not anymore! Had never regretted, Thank god for blessing me with this Lil one, I'll protect it & love it with my life. Hehe. Okie Dookie, i guess i've blog more than enough for today! Haven't been posting up photos to make my blog more interesting :\ I'm getting fatter !!! But hopefully the next post, there'll be some photos alright! ;-)
StephanieK 淑芬,
