Lil one kicked me when i was crying during work just now to tell me it's there with me too, so surprised .. It's the first time, that's when i know i am not alone .. I've little one right here with me now .. Because lil one had been with me throughout all these while, lil one is the only one who understands me .. I promised lil one just now, that there won't be next time like today anymore .. Lil one is my pillar of strength to my everything, i must be lil one pillar of strength too .. I mustn't give up, i mustn't .. Nobody understand me, but i know lil one will.. Being a Mommy to be myself, i know how MoomiKin felt when she's carrying me & my siblings in the past .. It's not easy at all .. But for our child, everything is worthwhile.. I'll be strong .. 5 more months to go .. I can do it.
標籤: I love you too much till it hurts now