Totally no appetite to eat.. >:(

Took Folic Acids & Anmun chocolate milk as usual when i woke up just now, didn't eat all the way till 3pm.. Don't feel like eating @ all, damn. Just ate abit of rice & totally don't wanna eat anymore :\ Was dug up by Bro in the middle of the night this morning when i finally managed to get some sleep .. He & my sis-in-law spoke to me, got the urge to cry but i controlled myself.. The things my bro & Sis-in-law told me made me felt so touched. " we'll always help you, be by your side & stand by you " " Even if one day you'll be alone, for some reasons he left you.. Don't be scared, don't worry .. Cause we all are still here for you " Family is still the best, really. I have to be strong, Bro said i must be stronger than EmilyK. Because it's not me alone now, i must be strong & i must be brave.. What bro & sis-in-law said this morning really made me think .. I can do it, even if i am gonna do it myself .. I'll walk through this path, firm & strong.. I must be happy, even if the sky is falling down i still must be happy & smile .. I kept telling myself " Smile, I am happy "

P/S: I missed you, terribly. *We