It's never too late
I've been forgetting bout this little space of mine here, recently had been thinking alot .. It's true that we can't be as close as before anymore .. I still miss & love you as much, even if it feels like back to the beginning but ever since we went to that particular 'bad' place .. Things just changes unknowingly.. Sometimes i really miss those good ol'times spent with you, all moments× .. & all, those places where you said this & promised that .. It still doesn't feels the same even though everything is fine now.. There's still this wall between us i felt .. If only we didn't went to that place that time, if only you didn't know him(not really know lah, should be see him?)will everything not change? Maybe it's fate lah, we got to go through all this stupid things.. Idk why, even when now everything is fine.. But i will still miss & love you, the old you.. Lucky me, those period of times i've those babies&Family Trees with me .. Sometimes i hated myself for not cherishing, to let jealousy overtake me.. But in fact, i am happy that everyone around me is being happy.. I am happy too, but somehow it just doesn't feels the same .. Oh man. The previous post, i bet you didn't see too.. >:( Nevermind, cause we're meeting almost everyday.. & you're busy with your things too.. Chinese New Year is just a day away .. I'll just pray that everything will be fine, no last minute things cropping up again ...... :\ Damn scare last minute got thing happen again, Sighs. & Even though i'm not working now, should have much time .. But in fact i don't sia idk why too.. Don't have alot of time to hop to friend's blog seeing their posts bout their daily lifes, hahaha. Think when i really have the time, i've alot of things to read alrd.. Babies , Family Trees & love ones all must be happy oh~ :D Valentine's day is coming! Enjoy yourself with your loves ones ok! ;-)No emo, no emo.
No confuse, no confuse ..
I still miss you, that ol'you.
StephanieK 淑芬,
