Seriously, this is what you call friends
With or without me, makes no difference
OF COURSE

don't expect to receive any calls/texts
from me ..........

Be it relationship or friendship, no one is able to assure me
No one is able to give me the confidence that i can trust
& definitely, no one can promise me they'll always be there for me
Sad to say, but T r u s t is not in ma dictionary anymore
Say i'm paranoid, say i'm unreasonable ..
Or say i'm retarded ..
It's because of every goddamn thing i'm facing now,
made me lose confidence ...
I really hated myself, for caring too much
thinking too much & bothering too much

P/S: I think, these few days won't be good for me
:) everything is not coming my way
i'm going crazy, f u c k all these shit