Why do i still do all this ? > :(

Maybe, i shouldn't pin too much hope at all..
Maybe, i shouldn't continue this way anymore ..
Maybe, i shouldn't keep holding onto my phone ..
Thinking too much, is driving me crazy ..
I don't wanna, care anymore ...

Because, idk.. whether the things i hope for will come true ..
Sigh, it's gonna be a boring friday ... > :(
Can someone come & save me ?