It's not right to hold backI am confused, so confused. Idk how, anyone can tell me how ? Tell me what to do, anyone? anybody ? What's up with my mind idk .. What am i feeling now, idk too!! I felt so confused....... What's happening to this world of mine? Oh dear.. It sucks, this feeling sucks. I hate feeling this way, i hate thinking this way .. BbFiona called me just now, we chatted on the phone for awhile .. It've been so fucking long, since we've talk on the phone like just now .. I miss her, badly. Oh man.. This 2010, haven't been good right from the beginning.. Work's starting tmrl. I hope everything will become better if i started working .. Didn't went out today @ all.. Read some books, looked after BbSheyenne .. Will go over to return my uniform tmrl prolly ? Meeting friends on friday after work instead .. Time seems to pass sooooo slowly .. Sighs . What a lifeless days i've been spending recently -_- Put some colours into my life, 2010. Damnit. I hate to repeat myself again & again .. I've many things that i wanna say, which i don't have a chance to say now .. I felt so miserable, I'm sucha failure...........
Lifes sucha bitch. Fuck.
P/S: Do yknow?
P.S i love you.
P.S i miss you.
StephanieK 淑芬,
