Great, i stayed home the whole night > :( I'm super duper upset, because i nearly died from boredom! I didn't went work today(again) Woooo, I'm super jialat. I am damn lazy, i still can't get back to my working form. Tsktsk, nevermind. Soon, soon (: I'm independent today again, headed to JurongEast @ 2plus for an interview with an agency. The agent is nice, & sweet too.. Quite gum with me, hehe. After that, walked around JurongEast Popular awhile before training back Kampong. Went Kampong to window-shopped awhile too, too boring :\ After that bused back home.. Waited for Dym's texts.. Till around 7 she texted me telling me they aren't going to Batok alr as John isn't feeling well.. Then i sian1/2 alr! I wanted to go Hu Song Dian with them tonight de, so didn't join my friends out etcetc. In the end, never go le :( I damn siannnn. Cause gotta stay home! Urghhh. Bored yknow bored!! 江妈妈went out with 江哥哥&江嫂嫂.. So i was alone @ home with 江爸爸.. Went downstairs awhile for nicotine, shunbian get some biscuit.. Mouth itchy -.- Reached home, 江爸爸said his going out already. Nize, so i'm home alone. Lol. Sigh, was online doing rubbish. Surf here & there, tryna to find some show to entertain myself.. Can't say i wasn't entertained, because i was texting with HunnyMei bout her chalet thingy(hahaha! Ahhwee noob!) & with one more .. Some clever one(LOL). But idk why, i was super lazy to text lah .. I'm like sieh nua lo, reply short short that kind. Hahahaaa, I very nua now idk why. Actually, i should know why lah.. But just don't wanna accept it. Lmao.. I am going to sleep earlier today, right after my SCV movie. Hahaha! Now people enjoying theirselves @ Powerhouse le, & i am 'enjoying' myself @ home.. Kao.

School @ Starhub Center tmrl, then might be going over to AMK for yewkeng(?). Like damn long no go yewkeng alr, first time went YewKeng is 5th of May'09.. First time i accompanied him throughout when his trancing, since then i told myself.. I wanna be there whenever he jump(well).. Second time was to 5th of July'09, but is Chushi. But that's my first time accompany him Chushi too, whole day.. Be it rain or shine, but i still enjoyed it.. It's like an experience.. Furthermore, it's with him :) Exactly 2 months later from the first time(hehe). Tmrl would be the third time, but the situation is abit different this time round .. Hah. Idk what to say too... Idk why, i don't felt good the whole day.. My heart like super tight, on some moments it even ached. LOL, dk wtf is wrong.__. Whatever it is, i think .. soon i'll get an answer(?) It's reaching an month.. I can't believe it, it's really reaching a month alr.. I hope , I hope , I hope.. This two word had been repeatedly appearing in my mind.. Lol-.- It shouldn't be.. like this anymore .. I know i'm gonna lose control, really soon! > :( So i'm trying my best to remind myself constantly bout the reality .. AmandaK called me just now, told me something.. LOL, she's so cute.. I told her it's okay, cause it's not my problem anymore.. I'm totally surprised @ what i told her .. Is that the truth coming out from me? I wonders .. It affects me alittle, but somehow it doesn't too .. Like i've mentioned, as long as his happy .. Sigh.. Ok, i should stop. It's such a stupid long post tonight-.- I'm gonna remove makeup & everything now, then read through all my post since last year before turning in~ Goodnights!
You loved me with a fire red, now it's turning blue ...

P/S: Just a while, just a while will do ..
P/S: Stop, running in my mind ..