Every morning, when i wake up. The 1st thing that came into ma mind

totally sucks big time. That is .........
Tears will just automatic formed around ma eyes.
& my heart will starts to miss & ache. Gosh, when will
this stop? :-( Every morning like that, will spoil ma day.
Received a few texts when i woke up this morning.
Texts that made me laughed & made me felt consoled.
Doctor texted me today too. Yday too.
I rated myself a 60% yday, cause i don't really miss him.
Except the times @ night when i'm with Darling.
For today, idk how should i rate today. For now, it's 20%.
Sighz, No idea why so many problems araising .
Just within one week ? Eerie yet heartbreaking.
Sometimes i ask myself, how do you feel of him now?
I asked myself, whether i should hate him for breaking ma heartz
Swear @ him for all these sh*t his giving me.. or get worried for him.
Ask me not to worry for him anymore, honestly i can only say..
I can't, i've stand by him for whole of 6 mths.
How can i not get worried now ? So impossible?
Urghh, my emo symptoms came to visit me
so early in the morning -____- the start of ma day!
:@


That is this.
The first thing that came into ma mind
every morning when i woke up.
Those happy yet unforgettable times.
& i'll feel that, something is missing ..
Which is, his smell presence morning hug&kiss.

想念是会呼吸的痛

Why do all good things come to an end ?

I'll be back tonight! :-)