L'amour (愛する)

I miss those times ..

BbSharon,BbJo,BbFion,BbDew&BbYvonne..

We laughed, We cry, We smile&We joke together

Remember 24th April? BbSharon&Syah's Chalet, all the fun ..

:(:( How BbSharon hugged me tightly on bed when we both were

oh so drunk. How BbFion,BbYvonne&BbJo took care of

both BbSharon&i..

Sometimes i really think i'm not a good/best/wonderful friend

As i've said, nobody could tolerate my attitude/character.

I'm hopeless, i thought i've changed for the better..

But i'm wrong, i always hurt my friends..

I'm so unreasonable & obstinate.

I really think, i'll be better off alone.

I love all my babies, i really do cherish them..

My attitude is bad, i talk to them in a bad way..

But i love them alot alot, that's ma way of speaking..

Sighz, even to my mom..

They're the best thing that i ever had in ma life

I'm really a bad friend & a bad girlfriend :'(

I'm Sorry, BbSharonBbJoBbFionBbDew&BbYvonne.

Thanks for tolerating & giving in to me all these while

All the tempers i've thrown to you girls,

all the yelling & screaming over the phone..

I'm really impatient, & i really flare up easily nowadays.

it've been hard on you girls, esp you.. BbSharon.

I'm Sorry, dearest.

P/S: Now i get the meaning of ChenBaobei's lectures, the meaning of " it's time to wake up my fucking idea ". I always say, i owe nobody a living. But i forgot to remind myself that Nobody owe me a living too.. :(

標籤： Reflecting