" I still feel the same way "4th day, 淑分姨姨 stomach cramp still acting up=.- This 's the fucking first time of my 18th years of life my stomach cramp lasted for days... In the morning, damn freaking cramp for goodness sake :-( I was feeling damn moody in the morning, hai. Furthermore, the thing which i don 't wanna happen the most @ this point of time happened.. :-( Joavian比比(L) & Sharon贝比(L) texted me in the morning too while i was making up. Both texted me encouraging me on the first day of work, i felt so touched that i suddenly got an urge to cry. I 'm so lucky i had both of them in my life, seriously. I suddenly felt that, i 've them is more than enough. Sigh. On train to work, Joavian比比(L) was texting with me.. Alot of things flashed past my mind, making me felt like tearing. With the emotions overwhelming me, my morning was spoilt. 淑分姨姨 confused, very confused :-( I just hope for a little understanding @ these times, Hai. First day/time working in Lancome, Sephora. The other brands BA there were friendly & nice, but i just don 't really like working this way.. Nevermind, next tues one more day then i 'll start going back to counter after i 'm back from my trip to Thailand. Was kinda not used to it @ the beginning, bout the products etc etc. I felt really stressed manszx :-( Hai, another problem added onto my mind. Tsk, Stood for more than 10 hours today(Imagine). Went to lunch with Yvonne&Fiona甜心(L), had Yoshinoya. Another encouragement text from ASyumei(Thankyou, touched manszx) Finally, ended work @ 8:35PM. My legs, is sore from all the standing & walking.. Oh man! Walked over to Takashimaya alone, ZARA to get a black knitted top for work. Walked to Mrt station, From Orchard stood all the way back to BoonLay again-.- I 'm really standing for the whole god damn day, omg. When i reach home, took off my heels it felt better but of course my legs are still aching :-( Currently, chatting with my dearest Sharon贝比(L) now. Sigh, both of us are so confused now :-( @ this point of time, me feeling so down.. I need him the most :-( Sigh, forget it. Cheer up, 淑分姨姨. First person that always came into my mind whenever i 'm like this. Alot of question running in my mind, but none of it has an answer to it.. When there 's things that i can 't do anything bout it, i can only suck thumb & continue life like before .... 淑分姨姨 felt really sad these few days :-( Urgh, few more days to go! Few more days, i 'll be like how i am before! \: Fuck this month 's moodswing! It 's saturday tmrl, i 'll be heading town again to accompany Yvonne&Fiona甜心(L) for lunch. Then after that accompany Sharon贝比(L) & Joavian比比(L) for lunch too! I 'm such a nice friend(笑) Heading over to SupaHouse tmrl evening before 伟兴叔叔 get back from work. I miss him, terribly. Damn.
My feets felt like it had stepped on million of lemons! \: It 've been soooo long, since i 've stood for such long hours for work :-( 淑分姨姨 love the paragraph bout couples in JoannaE(my sin-tua lover's blog)
P/S: What makes me so special to be treated differently? Tell me
想举白旗了..
明天见,贝比(L)们~
明天见,宝贝
晚安!
I am fucking tired!!!
明天见,宝贝
晚安!
I am fucking tired!!!

You could be a thousand miles away
StephanieK 淑芬,



