L'amour (愛する)

Still remember, last year on this very date
how we celebrated your birthday?

We were @ Cineleisure, you were wearing
the blue dress & gladiator ..

The photo you wearing a blue dress is the photo we took together

on your birthday last year. Time passed super fast ..

Fast till i find it scary, we 've known each other more than a year..

Even tho this year on your special day, i 'm not around to be there

to countdown & celebrate your 18th with you.

But Fiona甜心(L) yknow i love you still as much.

When i 'm @ the lowest point of my life, you were the one

who texted me consoling me.. You were the one who were there

to perk me up, you were the one who were there to

say " Don 't worry Sweetheart, you still have me. I love you "

I thanked god for blessing me with someone like you, Fiona甜心(L) .

I can 't imagine if i were to lose you, Ever since we completed

our course, We haven 't been meeting up like how we used to

meet up every weekend in town. We used to see

each other 's fucking face every single day
excluding the days we 're on Mc.

Not forgetting,

I was the first you called whenever you quarreled with W_

You were the first i called/texted whenever i quarreled with B_

But thats few months back, even tho we 've moved on

with someone else..

But get this in mind sweetheart, Even tho we aren 't meeting

everyday like always, but yknow i 'd always loved you.

You 'd know you will always have this special place in my heart..

Like you deleted your friendster,
I removed you from my featured friends.

Wx asked whether we quarreled thats why i removd you,
but i told him

you deleted your friendster.. Even IF we really did quarreled..

I 'll not remove you from my featured friends, 2nd place.

Cause you 'll never be replaced.

I 'm sorry for always showing my stupid temper to you,

I 'm sorry for scolding you in front of others everytime we meet..

I 'm glad you managed to stand all my nonsense..

But yknow, when i scold means i cared.

When i hit you, nothing could explain the pain aching in my heart..

But yknow i love you as much still.

We quarrel, we argue & we fought.. But we still made up.

After been so naggy in my this post, It 's time to end this post with

Happy sweetest eighteenth birthday my one&only Fiona甜心(L) .

No matter how far apart we 're , yknow..

You 're irreplacable.

Stay tight & loving with AlvisBeast, no matter what

I 'll be behind you supporting all the way like how i used to.

Love you BabySweetheart ;)