Thanks uh Baby & Syah师兄. Keep asking me watch, Limpeh cried 4 times after watching 4 TIMES! TSSSSSK, LIKEKESADONLY :(















Sometimes, i told myself not to depend too much on him. But i 'm afraid i can 't, the things his doing.. Is making me depending on him when day passes.. I 'm starting to put in more love than i expected till i get angry & pissed off over small little things, like how i used to 4 years back when i just got together with that him. I kicked up a fucking big fuss when he did not even do anything, i get jealous even when it 's not the present thing now. Idk why, i 've changed my temper(Slightly), Attitude & character but why haven 't this bad point of mine change? The point that i mind small thing so much, the point that i 'm so hard to pleased, the point that i 'm too jealous & the point that i scold too much.. I 'm paranoid(Very), his paranoid too.. Can two people that is so paranoid get along well? I really wonders, i 've a feeling.. This is just something minor that we 're brickering about, we 've more to come? When time passed, both of us understands each other more.. Be it our past or present, we 'll definitely have some disagreements.. That 's relationship isn 't it? I hate being jealous, cause when i 'm jealous.. I 'll think wild&wide. Like this that this that, all the most negative & sad things anyone could thought of. Arghh, Fuck it . I don 't wanna bother, i told myself i should not be bothered. Just live my life like the way it is now, why should i allow such small little stupid matter bothers me so much? Oh Please, scram off from my mind small little stupid matter! Please do.
Baby asked me something on the car back just now..
Baby: " What will you be doing now if we haven 't met each other? "
Me: " I guess, i 'll be working everyday to numb myself & wait for him to be back foolishly.. You?
Baby: " Ji hong " ( LOL, what an answer )
After that question, thousand millions of qns running through my mind. & i could picture the scene of me being a walking zombie, holding onto my phone hoping he 'll text me & waiting for him like a dumbfuck. No Life, I 'm really glad i 've known Cwx. I think if not, i think i 'll be a saddist.. Idk how he found me, but thanks for messaging me .. Thanks for letting me chance upon your blog & loved the song " Wiping the tears " thats why i 'm so interested.. Thanks for doing so many things, i thanks myself for deciding to move on & allowing myself to fall back in love again.. & lastly, thanks him for ending us .

P/S: AM Shift tmrl, Off on Friday. 老娘我 likekehappy only.
Attachment ending, Weeeee yuuuuu weeeeeeeeee (=
Pedicure Appointment with Sharon贝比(L) later after work :D Heheheh.
Baby, i wanna watch Startrek(hinting) i fri off ok so tonight..... :D
Actually i kan silang bueysong over something one, but after blogging now.. I 'm feeling better.. Lucky, if not i sure bueysong till tmrl also bueysong (=
老娘我该睡了!
Goodnights, everyone in my life.

標籤： Jealousy kills

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