I love you nong time, bitch.HEHEHEHE.)
(Baby stole these photos from sintua.com,
While i stole these photos from his blog =X)
Idk why, feeling extremely sick during work today. I kept sneezing & felt like sleeping :( Sickbird, Nb. I got reprimmand by Linda today, cause i forgot to do alot of things yesterday when i closed the store. Forgot to check the testers, forgot to punch out, forgot to switch off the electricity.. I was F today when i reached store :( I siehsiehsieh sad only ok. Joavian宝贝(L) came, Linda scolded BOTH of us together. LOL, Sorry Joavian宝贝(L) i pulled you down too :( 对不起,我爱你ok. LOL. I 'm veryvery stressed bout work nowadays, i 'm considering whether i should continue studying Higher Nitec in College East, or worked Full-Time in I Nuovi or other brands or Part-Time? Sighhh, sieh troubled :( Work is seriously bored when time goes, how i wished it 'll be full of interesting people everyday . Lol, who 's good & who 's bad? We never know :( Had Wanton Soup with Joavian宝贝(L), no appetite to eat a full meal. LOL, Ended work @ 8:30PM today. Baby waited for me outside FEP again, LOL. I used to be the one waiting, now his the one waiting. I felt pleased(LOL). Baby, I 'm sorry :( I always show a face. Actually meeting Yvonne哒玲(Darling*L)&Botak for Supper @ West Coast Mr Prata, But in the end never meet. Cause Yvonne哒玲(Darling*L) ending work kinda lateeee. So Baby fetched me(He bought me barley!), back to Namdai. Had Dinner/Supper @ 959(Nice right baby?) After that slacked under my house, nicotine & baby told me bout his past life(hmm). Home Sweet Home @ 11.05PM, like early hor today?! Cause Baby wants me to go home early today :( He said i 've been going home late everyday now(?). So we didn 't go to Mustafa today too, Tssk(Celinie&HunnyMei never wakeup also-.-). I 'm going to sleep early soon! Baby coming to fetch me later to his placeeeee, veryvery early ok(I 'm off tmrl!). I 've alot of things i wanna buy tmrl, hehehehe. Alot of things to replenish(Sigh). Cash Cash Cash!
Baby, i 'm really sorry. Very very sorry :( You 're always giving in to me, pampering me, apologising to me & trying your best to find out what 's wrong with me.. What i 'm unhappy about.. All i know is show you a fierce/black/irritated face. You don 't dare to provoke/disturb me, i understand. After hearing what Yvonne哒玲(Darling*L)& you said, i felt really really bad. I think i 'm not a good girlfriend, i felt that you weren 't happy being with me. You 're always the one giving everything not me, idk why too.. I know how insecure you 're feeling, i know you 're feeling extremely insecure.. I 'm not understanding & I 'm always giving attitude. I 've so much things to tell you, so much things to say but everything i wanna say just won 't fucking come out from my mouth.. Ever since the first day we know each other, i always never pang chance GL you only. But you never say anything, still continue to be so nice to me.. Idk what to say seriously ;( I only know, everything you 've done SERIOUSLY moved me. I only know, i want you to be happy with me too. I don 't want you to be the only one wanting me to be happy.. I don 't want you to feel insecure again, i don 't want you to feel sad & kept everything to yourself again, I don 't want you to apologise to me when it 's not your fault & I don 't want you to only care bout me neglecting yourself. I want the best for you too, baby :( I 'm sorry for these few days, the sucky attitude & character i 've showed you. I promise i 'll cherish you, i 'll treasure you(What everyone asked me to). I promised i 'll treat you better! I promised i 'll always be there, be it how hot/cold the weather is, i 'll follow you whenever have yewkeng without complaining.I know how badly you 've been traumatized, how badly you 've been hurt.. Same goes to me? We 're like on the same boat, but now we 're not. It 's the past ok? I promise, i won 't look back ok? Don 't be scared anymore :( KSF always always here for you ok? You too, you better be! Cause baby you sweared to Nezha alr! Later Nezha punish you ! Hehe, Okay Baby.. Seeyou later alright! (=
Lastly, I 'm sorry Baby :(
標籤: I love you

Always
StephanieK 淑芬,



